this was by far the best weekend in a very long time.
let's start with friday night..
the party that owned all parties with my dearest emma. it's britney, bitch. gimme gimme more. basically almost seven hours of gilmore girls and dancing crazily to britney spears...
then shopping with rachel on saturday, haven't seen her in a million years.
and saturday night i had the best time at the cafe that i think i've ever had. except maybe the time with charmie. i talked to crystal for awhile and tasha was the cutest as usual.  we sword fighted with straws... she killed me.  i got killed with by a four year old with a plastic straw.. hah i just love her.  and andy's band rocked, so you should check them out.   myspace.com/testpilotmusic
and the night ended with a few more hours of gilmore girls, of course.
and then sunday night youth group was a really good time.  i found out i really and truly do suck at being goalie in fuseball.  so sorry to emily, i totally lost the game for us.  but me and ashley beat mike and jared at gumps.  i sort of slightly cheated, but... we would've won anyways cause we're beastly. and then more gilmore girls when i found out today was a snowday.

so that's basically my life story haha. sorry to bore... whoever will actually read this... let me know about yourself.. how was everyones weekends?  or.. maybe just emma, how was the rest of your weekend?

my phone isn't sending texts. it's making me angry.
i need season two.

i had a dream there was a tornado and i was at some random old peoples house because they invited me in and gave me food.  then they told me to call my parents to come and get me because of the tornado... but then when i called my mom the old people didn't know their own address and i was stuck there.  someone else was there too, someone my age that i knew, and we hid together in a room, on the other side of the house from the tornado.  and you know those tornados on the water? they had a lake next to their house and there was one of those tornados on it.  it was so scary.

i went to a volleyball party yesterday and we were in the hottub outside and it was so cold that when we got our hair wet, it turned to ice.  there were literally balls of ice in our hair.  it was the sweetest thing.   oh, and i finally played guitar hero.  it was so much fun!
and the ten fingers game!  damn, elyse is dirty. hahaha.  we're too clean. but maybe that's not such a bad thing.
also, i suck at ddr now. i used to be so good, for real.  but... i can't even do tsugaru on standard anymore! i used to do it on heavy!


i feel shallow. i'm done pretending i'm not. i'm done pretending i have anything influential to say.

it'll work.

........

i'm unmotivated.  about everything. i'm the laziest person i know.  i should probably work on changing that.  i can't live like this forever, really.

i have armstrong, so i'm happy.  maybe the change wasn't such a bad one.  but i don't know who has first period english.

french was the most hilariousest thing ever yesterday.  ryan and dominic- board "races". such entertainment. and the shirt in the boxers was pretty much a hysterical thing to see.

"i'm a moron"

i agree.

drivers ed is crap. after tonight, i'll be halfway done! but i won't finish until like the end of february. so that sucks major. oh well, it's not like i can get my licence before then anyways. but i really do just want to get them over with.


exams.... eew. english was incredibly difficult, and will probably be even worse on wednesday.  a thesis statement... who cares?  plex? who needs to know that?  but i bought the best history study guide in the world today. seventeen pages. i'm sooo excited.

everyday feels the same.
no school next monday!
i'm excited to get out of school early for most of the week. 
i don't think i like volleyball that much anymore.  or maybe the team. or maybe a mixture.

ick.

i don't enjoy my dad. i think he's the biggest hypocrite and most judgmental person i've ever met. he critiques and judges every little thing someone does. he acts like his thoughts and opinions are the only right ones, and anyone else with a different perspective isn't right and probably not "saved" as if he has any right to judge that at all. okay, so maybe i do some of the same things sometimes, but do blatantly talk about it twenty four seven drives me crazy. i think maybe he should try worrying about himself and his faults for once. he sure finds enough in other people and completely looks past his. but of course when i try to tell him these things, he gets mad and doesn't want to listen. i guess no one wants their flaws pointed out to them...
i think my dad is making this whole family go insane. or atleast me and michael. i used to look up to him, but not so much anymore. i guess he does show me things i should change about myself. erka;slkdjf i just get so aggravated. but he's gone for a few more days, so i'll savor them. and it's not like i see him much anymore, nor talk to him.

clinton is hilarious.
"college isn't just about the education"
and i saw alex mosteller and evan... something during christmas in florida. haha...